Thoughts That Have to be Sealed…For Now
I’m not allowed to put some of the darker, more controversial thoughts online that have been coming to my mind. Either for safety reasons or from fear, maybe both. Maybe I haven’t thought of the long...
View ArticleEmpty To Filled
I had been moaning to myself several days ago why I haven’t had favor from God when I see Him pouring out His blessings continually on others that I see. Just like that, He told me, “you don’t have it...
View ArticleAffirming or Neediness
Affirm: to say that something is true in a confident way Needy: needing a lot of attention, affection, or emotional support Let’s play around a bit with these two words. “Needy” would signify self...
View ArticleLearning to Trust in Everything
These last few weeks have been tough, emotionally anyway. I’ve fought with the temptation of suicide, distance with loved ones, and my own faith concerning Jesus and myself as His Bride. Now, friends...
View ArticleFoggy Mirrors
For now we see through a glass, darkly; but then face to face: now I know in part; but then shall I know even as also I am known. 1 Corinthians 13:12 Blurry vision is like one who’s going blind....
View ArticleNot Into Christmas
For a couple of years now a few friends in The Lord have written posts that they don’t celebrate Christmas. Back when I was in the church it would’ve been an unthinkable thing as my family does and...
View ArticleThe Silent Treatment…or is it?
For periods in my life in my relationship with God, I’ve often kicked against the goads. Whenever He is silent in my life it’s a period I despise the most. I’ve felt alone and insecure, and I’ve...
View ArticleGender Neutral and LGBT
I’m not a supporter of this by any means however what with the news going on and on about it, and now that Bruce Jenner has “changed” his sexual orientation, a thought struck me. Some men that I’ve...
View ArticleChrist is All and is In All.
My desires have been in conflict for a long time now. I have a wish for a husband and a deeper desire for intimacy with Jesus Christ. Meanwhile I’ve had to see friends and family get engaged and...
View ArticleNew Season, New Hope
I hardly know where to begin but let me start by praising Jesus for all His good and kind mercies. I had been thinking every year would be the same but this year has been so different. And what a...
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