I had been moaning to myself several days ago why I haven’t had favor from God when I see Him pouring out His blessings continually on others that I see.
Just like that, He told me, “you don’t have it because you haven’t asked for it.”
“But I have!” I protested, ‘I often do.”
“Hopie,” He said gently, “you don’t have it because you haven’t asked, ask Me.”
‘Okay,’ I said, sighing,knowing I wouldn’t be able to win this, ‘Give me..” then my mind went blank. I didn’t know what to ask for, there was so much. But I had no idea what would be unselfish, because I knew I was being a child feeling like she wasn’t in the In- crowd.
“Ask Me.” He had said…
“Please, Jesus, may I have Your favor? I want You, I want to rejoice in all circumstances!” I asked with tears in my eyes.
“You have it, dear one.” He said.
Thank you Abba.
Till Jesus wills it,
Godspeed!